It's cause she drinks so many... she'll go back in the back and count sales...
The last 2 shifts I worked with her...
Exactly. She doesn't feel like doing it so she works from a list.
Bar's like my weakest thing. I like bar...
Go do it. And I hate that. Oh wait I'm sorry... it shouldn't have to be like that.
I talked to Ryan last night. Depending on how things are. Especially because I close front a lot, and I TRY to do a good job... regardless, after dinner.
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Blah blah. This is boring. Shop talk between 2 disgruntled coffee shop employees. :)
Happy Easter!
I'm here at S. Sherwoood Starbucks... chillin a minute. Left for church intentionally early. Went by storage to drop off some stuff for Carrie... ha... that's kind of become our physical stuff mediator. Except she hasn't left any stuff for me there yet. But she's supposed to. Soon, anyway.
My new place is shaping up really nicely. I could use a few more shelves but otherwise it's cool. No TV service yet but I did get an antenna for my radio... which has exploded my channel selection. Went from ONE station to bazillions... even from New Orleans and Lafayette. Only I can't get 89.1, the Baton Rouge NPR station. I can get a very scratchy version of 89.9, the New Orleans NPR station. So that's cool.
I have been thinking I would like my next GF to be a little butchy. Butchy enough so guys don't flirt with her... that always ticks me off so bad... even though Carrie was awesome with that, putting them in their place immediately. I liked that. Maybe I'm a little scarred from Mandie... who would not only flirt BACK but usually end up SCREWING them... I hate that. Hate the general disrespect guys have for lesbian relationships. Like HIS unit would shine the glorious light for either or both of us and we would realize how wonderful and awesome men are. NO WAY EVER! I love women... "tank top, soft lips, smooth skin... tan thighs..." Yes Melissa you have hit the nail on the head.
So... soft butch... but visibly not attracted to men. And someone who takes me just as I am... I am NOT frilly-girly, I do not wear dresses EVER and sometimes not even makeup, depending on the day.
Sometimes I'm lonely... missing having someone at home to talk to, hug, kiss... that sort of thing... "all I want is company..." (Melissa again)... but I don't want the entanglements and complications of another relationship right now. No, no, no. But eventuallly... we'll see.
There is love for me. :) There is just not, currently, any "me" for love. That about sums it up perfectly. :) :) :)
