Friday, August 19, 2011

These Days

Strugging to stay out of love
Or over-like
or whatever...
Hoping to not have my emotions leading me around by the nose
But not taking much action toward achieving that
I could so easily fall for her
But this is good
Distance is good
We are getting to KNOW one another
And I can't rush and mess it up
OH YEAH, and then there's that other factor
I keep conveniently forgetting about
Grumble.
So I keep meeting new people
In attempt to dilute my focus
And remain, myself, intact
At the center of it all.
Desperate to keep my eyes on God.
He is my constant.
He stays the same, no matter what else changes or moves
Or leaves.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Like the Deserts Miss the Rain

Last weekend had me in Fort Worth. It was an incredible time and I loved almost every second of it. Since I've been back, disappointments have floated down from the plateau of her... things are not turning out "as I would have written it" haha... but then, what should I expect... that seldom happens for anyone.

So I'm at SB chillin with the Artist who has become an exceptionally good friend of mine. Grateful for her beyond words. Anyway.

Church this morning struck me as a little boring. Then again I'm sleepy. I'm a little depresed. Man... I'm just kind of feeling suspended in mid air. Sad. Blah. But I will make it. This too shall pass.

I gotta get outta Louisiana. I need a plan and I can start working that plan. Think I'll get on that right now.