Strugging to stay out of love
Or over-like
or whatever...
Hoping to not have my emotions leading me around by the nose
But not taking much action toward achieving that
I could so easily fall for her
But this is good
Distance is good
We are getting to KNOW one another
And I can't rush and mess it up
OH YEAH, and then there's that other factor
I keep conveniently forgetting about
Grumble.
So I keep meeting new people
In attempt to dilute my focus
And remain, myself, intact
At the center of it all.
Desperate to keep my eyes on God.
He is my constant.
He stays the same, no matter what else changes or moves
Or leaves.
