Awful dream last night. Involved Lisa Yohn being very sinister and mean to me because I'm a lesbian. Calling me dirty, telling me to stay away from her because I was so nasty. That hurt me so badly. I was proud and strong about my identity... just taken by surprise and truly shocked.
But she was just another one. Another Lisa my sister, another my mom, another Wendy and Casey. Just another. And I will not change or bend; it just hurts, every one after another after the next.
I'm so sick of it, and it's tiring. I'm resentful deep down underneath. The anger is affecting my life and it has to go. I asked God to take the anger and replace it with love. I need that desperately.
